Warm up

I don't officially weigh in until Thursday night so what am I doing to get ready for the big challenge?  Well believe it or not I am eating more food so I don't lose weight before Thursday night.  How wrong is that!  It's kinda like Catholics' before lent who celebrate fat Tuesday.  We eat tons of food to get ready for the big fast!  This sums up my life.  I stand up in a wedding so I lose weight so I don't look fat in the wedding pictures but hey once it's over look out food here I come.  I need to change this line of thought.... line of action.  I cannot keep using food other than what it is meant for, nourishment. 

This is why I am making the Biggest Loser a journey for me to try and figure out and overcome abusing food.  I believe I might have a food addiction!  With that said I need to leave the peanut butter cups alone even though they keep taunting me.  Any thoughts on why I bought them in the first place?  I'm not sure, hopefully I will discover the answer to why I feel I should gain more weight to lose weight!